i have this theory of parenthesis moments, though i’m not sure if i’ve shared it here, per se. in any case, it seems to me, that every christmas day must be somewhat of a parenthesis moment, just because it’s a day, every year repeated, often with the same players and the same food and themes, but every year a tad different in some way. a new member joins the group, an old member is gone – we’re all older. i swear my dad’s hair has more gray.
maybe it’s the introvert in me, but sometimes at big family events like this, one of my favorite things to do is to sit on the couch and close my eyes and let the chaos work around me, all of the smells and sounds and slivers of conversation occurring simultaneously, and every voice has a home in my mind, linked to a thousand other moments and smiles and smells and christmas mornings.
maybe you do this too. maybe you like to be part of the chaos. maybe you hate christmas. well, try not to hate christmas. even if it has become something much more awkward and superficial than it was supposed to be…it’s still a parenthesis moment.



